Need You Now (How Many Times)

by Plumb

Well, everybody’s got a story to tell
And everybody’s got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there’s beauty here
‘Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can’t let go, I can’t move on
I want to believe there’s meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn’t plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I’m trying to hear that still small voice
I’m trying to hear above the noise

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Though I walk,
Though I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take

How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

I need you now
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
I need you now

 

Living Life Upside Down

Here is a good song put out by Truth in the early 90’s.

John has a new way of looking at life
He’s tired of his job, his kids and his wife
Says the secret to his success
Was in leaving and finding himself
Now he’s someone to somebody else

You say we’ve reason to a new age of truth
And you’re calling it a spiritual Godly pursuit
But I say, but I say

[Chorus]
What if we’ve fallen to the bottom of a well
Thinking we’ve risen to the top of a mountain
What if we’re knocking at the gates of hell
Thinking that we’re heaven bound
And what if we spend our lives thinking of ourselves
When we should have been thinking of each other
What if we reach up and touch the ground
To find we’re living life, upside down

We’ve got a program to saving the earth
While unborn children are denied their right to birth
One child is blessed, another cursed
Have we made this world better or worse
Now the life of a tree comes first?

You say we’ve reason to a new age of life
You’re telling me what used to be wrong is now right
But I say, I say

[Chorus] x 2
What if we’ve fallen to the bottom of a well
Thinking we’ve risen to the top of a mountain
What if we’re knocking at the gates of hell
Thinking that we’re heaven bound
What if we spend our lives thinking of ourselves
When we should have been thinking of each other
What if we reach up and touch the ground
To find we’re living life, upside down
To find we’re living life, upside down.

Won’t You Be My Love

I received a surprising phone call this morning from Kenn Jones telling me of my good friend, fellow Ranger commander who was taken down by a massive heart attack on his way to work this morning. He attempted to live his life according to the words of this song, which reflect the words of Jesus himself, “Feed my Sheep” (John 21:17)

Won’t You Be My Love
By Mercy Me

When you fall asleep tonight in your warm and cozy room,
Know that I’m awake and I’ve got no shelter and no food.
I am not alone.
My friends are broke and lost.
Looking for someone to lead them to my cross.
I need your help. I need your help.

Won’t you be my voice calling?
Won’t you be my hands healing?
Won’t you be my feet walking into a broken world?
Won’t you be my chain breaker?
Won’t you be my peacemaker?
Won’t you be my hope and joy?
Won’t you be my LOVE?

The other side of the world she is just a few days old.
A helpless little girl with no family of her own.
She is not to blame for the journey she is on.
Her life is no mistake.

Won’t you lead her to my cross?
Won’t you be my voice calling?
Won’t you be my hands healing?
Won’t you be my feet walking into a broken world?
Won’t you be my chain breaker?
Won’t you be my peacemaker?
Won’t you be my hope and joy?
Won’t you be my LOVE?

To those I call my own.
To those I’ve set aside as spotless without blame.
The chosen ones my bride.
We will be your voice calling.
We will be your hands healing.
We will be your feet walking into a broken world.
We will be your chain breaker.
We will be your peacemaker.
We will be your hope and joy.
We will be your LOVE. We will be your LOVE.

Strong Enough

I’m listening to the song “Strong Enough” by Matthew West and it is almost hard not to tear up due to the flood of memories that come into my brain from the past and also some of the recent tragedies that have happened.

You must, you must think I’m strong
To give me what I’m going through
Well, forgive me, forgive if I’m wrong
But this looks like more than I can do,
On my own…..

I know I’m not strong enough to be
Everything that I’m supposed to be
I give up, I’m not strong enough
Hands of mercy, won’t you cover me?
Lord, right now I’m asking you to be
Strong enough, strong enough
For the both of us

Well maybe, maybe that’s the point
To reach the point of giving up
Cause when I’m finally, finally at rock bottom
Well, that’s when I start looking up
And reaching out…..

‘Cause I’m broken, down to nothing
But I’m still holding on to the one thing
You are God and You are strong
When I am weak

I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
I don’t have to be strong enough
Strong enough

What Now

What Now

By Steven Curtis Chapman

I saw the face of Jesus in a little orphan girl
She was standing in the corner on the other side of the world
And I heard the voice of Jesus gently whisper to my heart
Didn’t you say you wanted to find me?
Well here I am, here you are

So, What now?
What will you do now that you found Me?
What now?
What will you do with this treasure you’ve found?
I know I may not look like what you expected
But if you remember this is right where I said I would be
You’ve found me
What now?

And I saw the face of Jesus down on Sixteenth Avenue
He was sleeping in an old car, while his mom went looking for food
And I heard the voice of Jesus gently whisper to my soul
Didn’t you say you wanted to know me?
Well here I am and it’s getting cold

So, What now?
What will you do now that you found Me?
What now?
What will you do with this treasure you’ve found?
I know I may not look like what you expected
But if you remember this is right where I said I would be
You’ve found me

So, come and know
Come and know, know me now
Come, come and know, know me now
Come and know
Come and know, know me now
Come, come and know, know me now

What will you do now that you found me?
What now?
What will you do with this treasure you’ve found?
I know I may not look like what you expected
But if you remember this is right where I said I would be
You’ve found me
What now?
What now?

Follow You


By Leeland with Brandon Heath

The first time I heard this song I knew it was powerful. As I read through the lyrics, it touched me even deeper. When I stumbled across the video on YouTube, it hit me even more.

The setting of the video is Cambodia, where the communist Khmer Rouge, under the leadership of Pol Pot, took control in 1975. The Khmer Rouge attempted to turn Cambodia into a classless society by depopulating cities and forcing the urban population into agricultural communes.  Its attempts at agricultural reform led to widespread famine, while its insistence on absolute self-sufficiency, even in the supply of medicine, led to the deaths of thousands from treatable diseases.

The regime arrested and eventually executed those suspected of connections with the former government or with foreign governments, as well as professionals and intellectuals. The Khmer Rouge wanted to eliminate anyone suspected of “involvement in free-market activities”. At least 200,000 people were executed (while estimates of the total number of deaths these policies, including disease and starvation, range from 1.4 to 2.2 million out of a population of around 7 million). The killing fields were a number of sites where large numbers of people were killed and buried during its rule until 1979.

The message of the song tugs at your heart even deeper. How can we, who have so much, not give to those in need around the world?

Due to the Christian foundations of this country and the incredible way that we have been blessed financially, the citizens of this nation are extremely generous and giving to those around the world. Just look at the free will response from people to such tragedies as the 2004 tsunami and the recent earthquake in Haiti.

You live among the least of these, the weary, and the weak, and it would be a tragedy for me to turn away.”

Now by chance a certain priest came down that road. And when he saw him, he passed by on the other side. Likewise a Levite, when he arrived at the place, came and looked, and passed by on the other side. (Luke 10:31-32)

I love the line in the song, “all my needs, you have supplied, when I was dead, you gave me life, how could I not give it away so freely?”

From everyone to whom much has been given, much will be required; and from one to whom much has been entrusted, even more will be demanded. (Luke 12:48)

“Because faith without works is dead, and on the cross your blood was shed. So how could we not give it away so freely?”

As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead. (James 2:26)

“Follow you into the homes of the broken, follow you into the world.

And when did we see You a stranger and welcomed and entertained You, or naked and clothed You?

And when did we see You sick or in prison and came to visit You?

And the King will reply to them, Truly I tell you, in so far as you did it for one of the least [in the estimation of men] of these My brethren, you did it for Me. (Matthew 25.38-40)

“Meet the needs for the poor and needy, God. Follow you into the world.”

“Use my hands, use my feet to make your kingdom come.”

“Through the corners of the earth until your work is done.”

And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth.

Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost:

Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen. (Matthew 28:18-20)


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Forgiven

Opening the song with the crack of thunder and the sound of pouring rain, nobody sings a song like this better than David Meece. His piano playing and voice bring a lot of emotion into the music and you can almost feel yourself standing at the foot of the cross of a dying man, soaked by the pouring rain.

How the rain and the darkness that fell upon that day must have hung heavy on the disciples as the few remaining stood watching their leader, the man that they put their hopes in, had been beaten, with all the brutality the Romans were known for, and killed as a lowly criminal.

I wonder if John felt that the world was truly coming to an end. That there was nothing left if the Son of God could be made to suffer and die as he had. What hope was there? If this would happen to a man who had the power to heal the sick, feed the hungry, give sight to the blind and raise the dead and claim to be the son of the Great I Am, then who else could escape the clutches of death? How could there be any hope? How could there be any victory?

Of course if that was the end of the story then we’d all be worse off, but it is not.

But, what is that he just said? Who was he addressing? His tortourers? His killers? The crowd that jeered at him and taunted him in his suffering? To all mankind, across the world? To the past, the present and the future?

The chorus is where Meece’s voice rising with emotion and strength. A statement of victory and hope. This is the strength of the cross that cannot be defeated. It is not in the brutality of the victor. It is in the meekness of the defeated. Though, he dies, yet he lives. Because of his sacrifice, God has given life to us, so that we need not suffer the death that he chose. He has shown us a better way.

The second verse, Meece describes, much like Paul did in books of the New Testament, what Jesus sacrifice on the cross means.

Now comes the final, victorious anthem of tHe victory. Here were realize that the music and the sounds of the rain have turned to the thunderous rise. This is our victory! This is our hope! He has paid the price of our sin! He has risen to life again! Never to be defeated! Never to be destroyed! Death has no victory. The grave holds no sting! Though we may say good-bye to our loved ones, it is only for a time.

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Forgiven, by David Meece

It was a cloudy day
The earth stood still
Man hung crying in the shadows
Of a hill called Calvary
An innocent man, belied and scorned
Had gladly borne the pain
And suffering for a world
That should have died there in His place
And as He did, He said,

“Forgive them no matter what they’ve done
Forgive them and tell them they are loved
And give to them a chance to go on living
And give to them a life that they could
never have before
Father, forgive them”

And to pay the price
He became the sacrifice
Surely, He carried all of my sorrows
And He bore my every grief
And did it willingly
He shed His blood for me
And through the tears, I still can see Him
Gaze with love upon the ones who cursed His name
He gave his all to say

We’re forgiven no matter what we’ve done
Forgiven and sheltered by His blood
And we’re given a chance to go on living
And we’re given a life that we could
never have before

No matter what we’ve done
Forgiven and sheltered by His blood
And we’re given a chance to go on living
Forgiven no matter what we’ve done
Forgiven and sheltered by His blood

On Running

OK, I’ve been keeping this a small secret for some time. Since high school have I been much into running. Most of the time adult running consists of running distances over a mile, like 5K, 10K, half marathon or a full marathon (26 miles!). Now, there are triathlons and even 50 mile and 100 mile races! However, for me this is a problem because as I teenager I was a sprinter and had a body built for short fast bursts of speed.

However, I did have some endurance in me and competed at distances such as 200m or 400m. So, doing anything close to a mile was challenging, much less to be able to run 2 miles or more. I did get my times for the cross country mile+ course in junior high and the 12-minute test in high school down to reasonable ranges, I pretty much lost any endurance beyond that level. Funny, because looking back I think that had I continued to compete in college, it might have been a good idea for me to attempt to compete at the 800m distance.

Thinking this over obviously was the fact that I do not have a great amount of endurance, but this, like working out in the gym can be improved upon by conditioning and training. When it comes to walking or even hiking I have no problem with going as far as necessary. For me, the walk wasn’t even taxing enough on my body to break a sweat. Therefore, this has become my most recent goal is to speed up my pace and push myself as far as possible to build up my endurance level that is so lacking.

As I’ve been running, one thing that I’ve noticed while pushing myself is how different my body is built from the average distance runner that I know. Obviously, I have a few extra pounds that I need to shed that I put on in my post-HS and post-college years and the lighter weight on my frame would help me be able to push myself further and faster. Beyond that fact is that much of my body (especially my legs) are bulky and muscular — weighing even more than fat. My body was built (naturally and through training) for traveling very short distances as fast as possible and for the physical “combat” of football.

Because of this, one of the first and most debilitating pains that I experienced when I first started to run was tightness in my right calf. When I ran track I developed shin splints early and my senior year even developed them on only my inside left shin due to running so many curves at top speed (200’s, 300’s and 400’s). So, pain in my legs was nothing new — but this pain was different and difficult to deal with.

I found several things that could be contributing factors. First was my shoes (strange that it would only develop in one leg and not both) which were over a year old and ready to be replaced (I have since replaced them). The other thing is again the size of my calves, built for sprinting not distance running. Sprinters usually run on the balls of their feet and therefore the tendency of a sprinter when running is to run this way as well. Try it some time. It will kill your calves. So I have had to force myself to run a little further back on my feet to force them to run more flat and avoid this pain. Finally, since I’m right handed and tend to do most things heavily on my right side, I think that perhaps just like when I developed shin splints in only my left leg because of pounding my my inside leg harder when I would lean into the curve, maybe I am leading too hard on my right leg.

God’s Own Fool

Today I found a piece of paper tucked away with the lyrics to Michael Card’s wonderful song about how the world sees Jesus, as some crazy fool. If you can find a recording of this, it’s worth listening to. The opening phrase says it all for me. Growing up in the church it never occurred to me that the world finds him offensive. And why not? His perfectness shines light in the darkness of our lives and shows us just how evil our hearts can be. But, isn’t that the incredible paradox of the cross? What to the world was loss, was God’s victory!

Powerful words!

verse one
It seems I’ve imagined Him all of my life
As the wisest of all mankind
But if God’s holy wisdom is foolish to men
He must have seemed out of His mind
For even His family said He was mad
And the priests said a demon’s to blame
But God in the form of this angry young man
Could not have seemed perfectly sane

Chorus
When we in our foolishness thought we were wise
He played the fool and He opened our eyes
When we in our weakness thought we were strong
He became helpless to show we were wrong
And so we follow God’s own fool
For only the foolish can tell
Believe the unbelievable
Come be a fool as well

verse two
So come lose your life for a carpenter’s son
For a madman who died for a dream
And you’ll have the faith His first followers had
And you’ll feel the weight of the beam
So surrender the hunger to say you must know
Have the courage to say “I believe”
For the power of paradox opens your eyes
And blinds those who say they can see



If you’ve never heard this before, watch this video on YouTube. Come be a fool as well!

My Heart Will Fly

I love this song by Mercy Me. Every time I hear it, it sends my spirit through the clouds. I love how it starts off methodically, purposefully, almost depressed and sad.

However, after the first chorus, the music rises to a crescendo and you feel that you have risen through the clouds and are now standing before the thrown of heaven. With each verse, the music continues to rise and rise, almost making you feel like you’re rising to heaven with it and putting behind you all the cares and worries of the world.

My Heart Will Fly

by Mercy Me

Why’d this has happened, I cannot explain
Why write the script with such heartache and pain
Could there not have been an easier way?
Watching life through this glass so faded, I cannot see
The bigger picture taking place
Oh, to understand one day

chorus

When I finally see you face to face
And my tears will fly away, away.
It won’t be long until we all go home with all things revealed
And on that day we’ll finally know
Oh, as we are fully known.

Repeat chorus

And  what appears as incomplete is still completely Yours
And one day we’ll see as we’ve been seen
And we’ll soar.

Repeat chorus