There are places I’ll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
The position from which something is observed or considered.
There are places I’ll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
by Plumb
Well, everybody’s got a story to tell
And everybody’s got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there’s beauty here
‘Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can’t let go, I can’t move on
I want to believe there’s meaning here
How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
Standing on a road I didn’t plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I’m trying to hear that still small voice
I’m trying to hear above the noise
How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
Though I walk,
Though I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take
How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?
How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
I need you now
Busted Heart
by For King and Country
Winter has come back again Feels like the season won’t end
My faith is dying tonight And I won’t try to pretend
I’ve got it all figured out I don’t have any doubts I’ve got a busted heart I need You now Yeah, I need You now
(Chorus) Hold on to me, hold on to me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
I am the wandering son Your love is never enough I keep chasing the wind Instead of chasing Your love I’m screaming out Your name Don’t let me fall on my face I’ve got a busted heart I’m in need of a change I’m desperate for grace
Hold on to me, take all of me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
Broke Your heart a thousand times But You’ve never left my side You have always been here for me
You never let me go You never let me go Don’t ever let me go
Hold on to me, hold on to me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
Hold on to me, take all of me Don’t let me lose my way Hold on to me
Until it comes to an end Soon this season will end I’ll surrender tonight You meet me right where I am
I’m listening to the song “Strong Enough” by Matthew West and it is almost hard not to tear up due to the flood of memories that come into my brain from the past and also some of the recent tragedies that have happened.
You must, you must think I’m strong
To give me what I’m going through
Well, forgive me, forgive if I’m wrong
But this looks like more than I can do,
On my own…..
I know I’m not strong enough to be
Everything that I’m supposed to be
I give up, I’m not strong enough
Hands of mercy, won’t you cover me?
Lord, right now I’m asking you to be
Strong enough, strong enough
For the both of us
Well maybe, maybe that’s the point
To reach the point of giving up
Cause when I’m finally, finally at rock bottom
Well, that’s when I start looking up
And reaching out…..
‘Cause I’m broken, down to nothing
But I’m still holding on to the one thing
You are God and You are strong
When I am weak
I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
I don’t have to be strong enough
Strong enough
5 Keys to Making and Keeping Your New Year Resolutions..
Ran across this blog post and hope to use this guide to set adn follow new year resolutions this year.
This is the first version of the speech that I gave during my Leadership training class this summer.
Leadership Speech – Running Idea
“The miracle isn’t that I finished. The miracle is that I had the courage to start.” Quote by John Bingham, Runner’s World columnist and co-author of “Running for Mortals”. Running is an activity that has long roots for me, having competed in track in high school, but until a year ago, I didn’t have the courage to start again.
With a need to lose weight and lower my cholesterol level, I decided to jump back in and set a goal to run a 5K race in the spring. Being a short distance sprinter and without having run a race longer than two miles, going one and half times the longest distance I had ever run, was not going to make it easy.
Many people asked me, why run? As I studied about running in preparation to return to the sport, here are some of the things that I learned:
First, running is one of the most efficient ways to achieve aerobic fitness. It works your heart and lungs allowing your blood to become more efficient at carrying oxygen. And as your heart becomes stronger, it pumps more blood with less effort.
Losing weight was one of the primary motivators for me to return to running. Obviously, along with a balance diet, running helps with weight loss due to the increase that it has on your metabolism. As you’ll see from this chart, running has the highest calorie burn rate per hour compared to the next level of exercise, Tae Kwon Do.
Other than a good pair of shoes, running requires very little expense in the way of gear.
Running in a gym or on a treadmill are great examples of running indoors. However, I’d say there is nothing like outdoor running. My favorite is actually trail running.
Once you get past the pain of the beginning stages, you’ll most likely feel that you want to run – and not that you have to run.
Having a running partner can help you keep consistent with your workout routine, knowing that someone else is waiting on you.
How do you get started? When I first started to run, I had been doing infrequent exercise by walking my dog, which is a great foundation for running, since you’re using similar muscles.
Select the right type of shoes
Make sure to wear proper fitting running shoes. If you need to cut anything from your expenses, do not cut short on these. The frequency of your running will determine how long your shoes will last, but they commonly don’t last more than 3 to 6 months.
At first you’ll need to determine what type of running you want to do, trail or pavement. Pavement shoes are fine for running off road, but are designed for solid traction in very loose terrain. My first pair of shoes, I decided to purchase trail shoes because it was early winter and I wanted the extra support in mud, common in Washington.
Now to determine what shoe style you need there are two things you need to know about your feet. The first is your arch shape. Any easy test is getting your foot wet and stepping on a piece of paper. You will either have a high arch – very narrow, curved footprint, a flat or low arch – much wider and straightened footprint, or a normal arch.
Second is the biomechanics of your running or how your feet pronation, the natural roll inward when your foot strikes the ground. There is the neutral pronation, which is the natural roll. The next type is over pronation, where the foot is more exaggerated in its inward roll and the final type, is a slight roll outward called supination or under pronation.
Walk, then run
Gradually mix walking and jogging, lengthening each over time. This was one concept that helped me the most to “just do it” when it came to running distance. Not being afraid to walk and gradually get into a run as well as not feeling like I’m “quitting” if I need to take a break.
Frequency
Rather than measuring speed or distance, establish a weekly running schedule to get into the habit of exercising.
Continuing on…
My Goals & Accomplishments
Every year my kids’ elementary school sponsors a 5K fun run. All the students can participate for free. This year I was determined to start my racing career with this run, but my son’s baseball game schedule created a scheduling conflict. Most of the routes I take my runs on are along the path that the race is run. The start of the race and the start of his baseball game were 15 minutes apart, even though they were across the street from each other. So, I determined that I would just have to wait for another local race.
However, at the last minute, the baseball game was rescheduled for later in the day. This gave me the opportunity to run. My son also decided that he wanted to run, too, which made it difficult for me to run my own pace if would need to stay with him. We decided that he would ride his scooter along to keep up with me.
The start was interesting since we began on wet muddy grass before going onto the road, so I had Davis carry his scooter on the grass until we reached the pavement. This put us behind a bit, but we started to catch up. The other problem at the start was that I had to navigate both for him and for me through the different runners that were ahead of us. And, to make matters worse, the road still had traffic, so we had to be cautious about how far into the road we ran.
What Now
By Steven Curtis Chapman
I saw the face of Jesus in a little orphan girl
She was standing in the corner on the other side of the world
And I heard the voice of Jesus gently whisper to my heart
Didn’t you say you wanted to find me?
Well here I am, here you are
So, What now?
What will you do now that you found Me?
What now?
What will you do with this treasure you’ve found?
I know I may not look like what you expected
But if you remember this is right where I said I would be
You’ve found me
What now?
And I saw the face of Jesus down on Sixteenth Avenue
He was sleeping in an old car, while his mom went looking for food
And I heard the voice of Jesus gently whisper to my soul
Didn’t you say you wanted to know me?
Well here I am and it’s getting cold
So, What now?
What will you do now that you found Me?
What now?
What will you do with this treasure you’ve found?
I know I may not look like what you expected
But if you remember this is right where I said I would be
You’ve found me
So, come and know
Come and know, know me now
Come, come and know, know me now
Come and know
Come and know, know me now
Come, come and know, know me now
What will you do now that you found me?
What now?
What will you do with this treasure you’ve found?
I know I may not look like what you expected
But if you remember this is right where I said I would be
You’ve found me
What now?
What now?
I’m posting this blog post both on my personal blog and my technical blog because the subject matter crosses over both topics. Since I started back into running often I have been obsessed with tracking the distances that I’ve been running and the times and figuring out my pace. I like doing this because it helps me see the progress that I’m making.
Since my new Blackberry has so many additional features (other than just being a phone) like allowing me to watch video, listen to the radio, listen to MP3’s, get directions on a map and update facebook (amongst other things). I had been reading about all the cool GPS devices that attach to your shoe or wrist that allow you to track your pace and map your routes automatically and then upload them to a website. However, many of these devices are several hundreds of dollars. So, I decide that I would look for an application that would allow me to use the GPS functionality of my blackberry to do the same thing.
My search uncovered several applications, but two of them actually had free trials that I could download and test during my real work outs. The two that I downloaded to try were RoadrunnerGPS (http://www.roadrunnergps.com) and AllSport GPS by Trimble Outdoors (http://www.trimbleoutdoors.com/). On the immediate surface one of the main differences between the two are the price. RoadrunnerGPS is a single purchase of $4.99 while the AllSportGPS is a monthly subscription of $5.99.
As the name implies the AllSport covers not just running but cycling, hiking, mountain biking and walking. They both upload their data to a website which you can log into and review the data. One of the advantages of the AllSport is that even after the data has been uploaded to the website you are still able to review the data on your Smartphone, while the RoadrunnerGPS “loses” the local data once it’s been uploaded to their website. Both applications gather very similar data, however and are joy to use for data geeks like me.
The AllSport has a 7 day trial while the Roadrunner has a 14 day trial. So, I will have to get busy with the testing the AllSport.
More to come later.
As a teenager I spent every spring running around oval tracks throughout Western Washington. Road running has been good for building strength and endurance for me; however, getting back on the track has been invigorating for me. Sometimes it feels like I’m stepping back into time to familiar surroundings (especially since the tracks I’m running on are the tracks that I ran on in Jr. High and High School). I love the feel of the track on my legs instead of the asphalt and concrete of running on the road.
What is encouraging is that my times are starting to improve. I dropped 20 seconds from my mile time that I clocked just a week ago. I’m getting the speed down and improving. Now, I just need to work on building my endurance more. It also helps that I keep losing the extra weight. I’m down 25 pounds since September.